The Same Deep Water As You (49/55)
Feb. 9th, 2012 10:45 am
The Same Deep Water As You
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Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya / Akanishi Jin
Rating: Explicit
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Alternate Universe fiction. None of this is true.
Warnings: If there are any warnings for this story, you will find them here.
Summary: Kame's got his reasons for seeing prostitutes. Jin's got his reasons for being one. Life is pretty screwed up.
Notes: Story notes, acknowledgements and frantically reiterated disclaimers are here.
Notes 2: New banner courtesy of
He stops because Jin has started shaking him, nicely but insistently. "Yes, stupid, I said yes."
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The club is buzzing with it. The clients are whispering, pretending not to watch the screen that shows pictures of Kame's agency.
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Date: 2012-02-09 01:04 pm (UTC)It's eerie to compare the current Jin situation with the press release in this chapter. o.o
Just for good measures I should complain about no Kame PoV :P
That they're together, that he's in love, that he's worried.
I'm very thankful for this sentences.
Jin is all over the place anyway. Reversed situation from last chapter~
"Do you want to come on deliveries with me?"
Tomo♥ here we go :D
Tomo's playing B'z
Completely approved! B'z ♥
"He says his agent is stabbing voodoo dolls that look like him."
Really, really funny picture. I know my Jin is laughing. Good idea!
It is a fact. Saving up will be harder without all the rest money from Kame.
Yeah, glad to know that he realized this.
"I didn't sneak. Ootomo doesn't allow sneakers."
Junno LOL
Sometimes I think Ohtomo looks better than Ootomo, but the best way to write it would be Ôtomo for me.
Looks strange, too. Good that I don't have to decide this.
"I talked to him earlier. I think he's ready to cut the cables on all the TVs. Not so happy with Kamenashi cramping his style."
there goes my Tegoshi theory, who knows, it's just Shota's interpretation :D
We are getting divorced.
I guess we will get to know more about this topic as soon as Akame speak to each other again?
I don't think you ever used flashbacks in this story.
"Why does that matter to you… are you interested?"
amazing :D
Yamatani is smiling at him. "I would never presume," he says. "But you looked like you might be finished with tea."
I like Yamatani, too. Lovable old guy. ^.^ See, your characterizations are amazing. ^.^
Kame didn't do the clever thing an hour ago.
just to get this right, Jin is just telling Eda off and will stay in the club for the time being?
Kame may have to re-build half his life. Jin can find a couple new clients.
BUT! I'm still quite sure that Jin will get out of the club sooner or later
Lovely header. ^.^
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Date: 2012-02-10 04:22 pm (UTC)We had the 'accents discussion' at the start of posting, and decided we could really so not be doing with diacritical marks in html. Solo likes modified Hepburn, so that's what we went with except in cases where an alternative spelling was firmly established. (Solo also thinks Ohkura or Ohtomo looks stupid. *g*) (Jo thinks she is glad the committee stage for accents is over.)
Hm, no, we haven't used real flashback scenes... how interesting you should note that! *g*
Yes, Jin is telling Eda off but otherwise staying in the club. He said that to Kame that morning. Oh, sure he'll get out of the club, they'll kick him out when he's 40 and starting to get wrinkles at the very latest! ;)
Thank you for your comment, we appreciate it as always! ♥
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Date: 2012-02-09 01:40 pm (UTC)I'll be on pins and needles waiting for next week..*sigh*
At least somebody got their Jin POV.
Btw, love love the new banner and the cute shaking of the turtle.:))
To the fic..
'His boyfriend is an idiot.' - Yup. Jin's right. Kame can be an idiot sometimes.
Well, only when it comes to Jin. Ahh, love does make you do stupid things.XD
'No good if he starts pacing the cage like an anxious panda bear.' - Yup yup. Jin's a squishy panda bear to Kame-chan.XD
Love how Pi/Tomo tried to understand Jin's situation. As you said, Jin doesn't have to pretend to him anymore.
Anyway, you really know how to build up the tension huh?
I was pacing around my room, holding my breath and waiting anxiously for Kame to face the media!
Like I was there with Jin! Gaaaaaaaaah!!!
*deep breath* Sorry. I'm calm now.
What Kame said to the press was very...diplomatic and vague at the same time. But Kame stirred up the hornet's nest, so to speak. The club in an uproar because of the scandal. Does Tatsuya suspect Kame and Jin's relationship to be more than that of client/escort? Does Yamatani?
What about Midori? What did Kame tell her? Did he confess to her about Jin? *sigh* I know you won't answer my questions. So I guess I'll just have to wait for next week..*goes back to read again*
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Date: 2012-02-10 04:23 pm (UTC)And yes, he was kind of... vague, but for people who can read between the lines he really wasn't. In that business, if you don't deny you're gay you pretty much admit you are.
As for what Tatsuya suspects, well, Jin is going to come clean to Ootomo and then it won't be a question of suspecting anything, can you imagine how quickly all the other escorts will hear? Yamatani... you'll see. Midori... you'll see. Hey, we needed stuff to write into the next 8 chapters!
Thank you for your comment! :)
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Date: 2012-02-11 10:59 am (UTC)Hey! Jin PoV is important!!!!! :DDD
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Date: 2012-02-09 06:00 pm (UTC)Aww, I love nervous, fidgety Jin, wanting to tell the whole world Kame is now his boyfriend. He's trying so hard not to! It's unbearably cute <333 And then he sort of tells Tomo -- only not really, because it's clearly obvious enough that Tomo doesn't even need to be told *g* Jin the giant ball of fluff <3 Feeling sorry for both Kame and his wife. WHY is he so adorable? Fluffbunny Jin. Must squeeze.
And Tomo! He is just perfect in this chapter. So perfect. I don't even. Such a good friend *___* And hilarious to boot. I am in love with this Tomo. Also. He has an old watch glued to his dashboard. IN LOVE. ENOUGH SAID.
"He doesn't really have a sense of humour when he's, you know. Stressed." I laughed so hard at this. Yeah, Jin, that's one way of putting it...
"No, dude, I now have to stop and make you get out so you don't defile the airwaves in my car with emo messages to your film star drama guy." You're killing me, I swear! xDDD Tomo's lines. Priceless. alfskldjgh.
And, yeah. Tomo would be worried about Jin. I mean, with what little he knows, it doesn't look well. And Jin is his friend. And. Did I mention I love it when Tomo gets all protective? I think I did. Ages ago. But I'm saying it again *______*
And this! "After knowing for himself for so long, not wanting to know because it seemed pathetic and hopeless and dumb… it feels so weird to know it's really real."
Looks like I got my answer to that Jin question I asked a while back! :P #mycuriosity #finallysatisfied
"It's like an underwater bee hive." *_____*
"To go upstairs now, two pricey drinks from now, have this guy's hands on him while his head is full of Kame, make noises and movements he doesn't want to make." ;_____; WHY am I emoting all over this, I can't seem to do anything else!! #orz
And Jin's having a productive day at work xD Poor thing, he's so out of it, and not even trying to pretend he's not distracted. Somehow, I doubt Kame would object too strongly to Jin staying at home, even if Jin has told him he'd be at the club >.>
"Kame's not going to come to the club anymore because he has a boyfriend and boyfriends kind of preclude whores, so there." Awww, jealous!Jin <333
And Junno's punning! #lolol I see what you did there, I see :P
And Kame's statement, wow. It's really something. I wasn't expecting it quite like that, that's... really well handled, somehow, and omg he's trolling the PRESS! And... I hope it works *_________* aahjkhdgj INTRIGUED. INTRIGUED! But it's perfect. So perfect.
And. And. OMFG. That Eda guy! How can he be so clueless? I was seriously worried for a moment there that Jin was going to eviscerate him or something, because Jin was so mad. I don't think we've seen Jin get that angry at anyone before? Not even back when Kame liked to get kinky DDD: Then again, Jin is now all protective of his boyfriend's reputation #motherlyinstinctsJin
"Or any night," Jin says, with a weird shiver of fear down his spine and the rest of him just right.
No, seriously, I love this scene! I mean, look at that! He's grown a backbone, when did that happen? ^^ And the thought of setting Eda up with Jun!! The things Kame manages! This is clearly all thanks to Kame's magical penis. And Yamatani! Aww... Yamatani is so likeable in his weird... old gentleman kind of way. And here, he's clearly Jin's bra. (^^)
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Date: 2012-02-09 06:06 pm (UTC)And I'm laughing so much!!! Sorry for trolling this post with my comments <33333
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:18 pm (UTC)Emo is good. Emo is always good. And right now we're all very emo anyway.
And we're happy Tomo is working so well for you. He deserves to be liked.
All The Jin Answers on a silver plate for your convenience. :) Now he can let himself think about it, so we can write about it. He was just making our lives hard until now. In typical Jin fashion. >_>
Nobody's having a productive day at the club; for once Jin isn't even standing out. The clients are just too skittish. 'There but for the grace of god' and all that.
Of course Junno puns. He has to pun to be Junno.
You mean Kame's magical penis has injected Jin with a backbone? THIS IS NOT WHAT THE AUTHORS INTENDED. #protest #deadauthors #howdareyou
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Date: 2012-02-09 09:37 pm (UTC)And Jin, you need to get yourself collected and all that. You're spazzing out a bit and it's not good for your job. Granted, I'd be thrilled if you didn't have to do the job anymore, but since you do for now, get out of your head and back in the room LOL
Love the update :) Ty!
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:18 pm (UTC)Glad you liked it! Thank you for telling us. <3
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Date: 2012-02-10 05:02 am (UTC)He wishes he could tell somebody. That they're together, that he's in love, that he's worried.
That must be so frustrating for Jin, to be holding so much inside and not being able to tell anybody. He's both so happy and yet so worried... He really does need someone to talk to.
So Jin briefly thought it could have been Yamapi too. I don't feel so bad for having a flash of doubt then.
"He says his agent is stabbing voodoo dolls that look like him."
AHAHAHAH! Don't really blame the agent honestly XD. And Kame's awesome for thinking of Jin and texting him like that.
"You like him, don't you," Tomo says after a long moment. "I mean… you really like him."
Jin nods. He's turning red and he's nervous, but it's also like before, that sense of something warm and solid. He doesn't have to pretend anymore.
Can I just magically go back in time and make the Jin from around chapter 6-ish EAT HIS WORDS. I would love to hear what he thinks about the Takki and Tsubasa "myth" now mwahahahaha.....
LOL at the club's prospective clients being more interested in the latest gossip like a bunch of bitter old ladies than sex with hot guys. XD
Kame's not going to come to the club anymore because he has a boyfriend and boyfriends kind of preclude whores, so there.
AHHH Poor Jin-kun not being able to say anything! I can't even imagine what all the escorts are going to think or do when They Find Out.
He wishes Jin luck with the turtle-pace news and bounces away. LOLOL JUNNO!!!!! *rolls around laughing*
I worried about Kame right along with Jin, and held my breath when Kame finally gave his statement. So I guess he talked things over with Midori... I wonder how that went...
"We were so rudely interrupted last time," Eda says regretfully as he drops himself into the empty armchair. But then he smiles at Jin. "Not likely to happen today, eh?" His eyes flick meaningfully towards the TV screen.
My original reaction: OMG. Jin's gonna kill him. He's going to kill him. Oh my gosh. He's Going to Kill Him.
For a minute there I was actually afraid
hopingthat Jin was going to punch him. I really hope he won't get in trouble for that. Man I can't stand that Eda guy. So happy Jin told him off. Kame's bravery inspired Jin to be brave too. Good for both of them.This day still isn't over though is it? I'll be on the edge of my seat waiting for the next chapter.
And in all seriousness, thanks so much for this wonderful story you two.
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:19 pm (UTC)Kame's agent is putting up with a lot. And she does not suffer fools gladly. She is actually quite fun to write. *g*
LOL your characterisation of the clients! Very, very good. *G*
Ha ha, the TakkiTsuba myth. He'll be hearing about that. We love that you remembered that! :)
And your 'original reaction'. ♥♥♥♥ But Eda is so totally creepy. And no, Jin's not going to get into trouble, because he didn't punch him, just told him politely that he isn't available. That's actually allowed, if you don't do it too often. Just not recommended, since, well, that's another client gone and you have to make your money somehow.
No, the day isn't over. It's a looooong day. (And turned 2500 words longer over the last four days. *cough*)
Thank you for your wonderful comments. We always look forward to them!
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Date: 2012-02-10 09:19 am (UTC)For no logical reason but that i do, i love these lines below. particularly 'squeefull', to pinch your word:
"His door catches on a stray shoe. The t-shirt he slept in is on the table, and he thinks with a blush that he's still wearing the same boxers" (blushing jin - yes! so much felt, so much unsaid..)
"Makes his bed, thinks of making Kame's. Kame must have felt so alone, waiting, trapped in that ridiculous brain of his. Jin sighs, his chest tight, and for a moment he doesn't move at all, just stares at his tidy sofa. His boyfriend is an idiot." (jin, you are so not baka..)
"After knowing for himself for so long, not wanting to know because it seemed pathetic and hopeless and dumb…it feels so weird to know it's really real. Like something inside him can breathe at last." (if i had the physical capacity i'd have been doing backflips..or something else..expressive)
"But he can just about guess what Yuuya will think about the Kamenashi downfall drama and if he says it Jin will have to kill him and then he still won't have a friend to talk to. So that won't work." (ok, so maybe. baka..)
"No good if he starts pacing the cage like an anxious panda bear." (panda bear??!! dies of image overload.. seriously.. guys..)
"They deliver Whatever-san's cabbage and canned goods." ( this caught me offguard -laughed like..forever- you get the idea)
"Jin (..) fondles (..) his (..) plum (..) candy." (cough, fondles??!! W-H-O (capslock doesnt do it) thot of this line?? own up. seriously.. etc etc..)
and the two gooey emails: "It's Kame, e-mailing. It's not hard to open an e-mail but Jin feels tense and sweaty anyway. Then he laughs." and "I watched you. You were amazing." (ahhh)
"It's like an underwater bee hive. Only the bees would drown. So maybe not."(hilarity of baka-ness. ok so baka-ness is official. am i starting to sound like jin? should i be worried?)
"Jin knows he's not ready. To go upstairs now, two pricey drinks from now, have this guy's hands on him while his head is full of Kame, make noises and movements he doesn't want to make." (ok serious business. much approve of plot choice. bows. jin, you are, once more, redeemed. not baka.)
"Jin's staring at Kame and Kame… is staring straight at him, he's sure, and Kame did it, he really did it, and wow. Jin's feeling shaky all of a sudden. Kame doesn't look shaky at all." (yup, felt shaky with Jin. and happy. and..)
""Are you gay, then?" The pushy young man in the trenchcoat isn't giving up. Kame blinks. Once. Smiles with an air of benign puzzlement. "Why does that matter to you… are you interested?" " (go kame. smooth. he's nor dealing, he's mastering, and he knows it ^^)
"for a moment Kame looks small and naked, you want to wrap him up and take him away." (and oh, you sneaked a momma panda bear moment in there when i wasn't looking? beams.)
"His mind is cold and right now it's very careful." (nicely anticipatory.. second seriously new plot injection. deep approval again. jin, not remotely baka. jin = hero.)
..I rest my case, till next episode. couldn't get to this properly yesterday. there's kind of a covering comment over all of this happily hovering in my head (oh alliteration, how did that happen?) - but will save it for the end. sending you, as my kid says, "gros bisoux bien baveux".. (have fun with the translation..hehe, it's, um, inelegant. but expressive). Ciao bellas.
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:20 pm (UTC)Shame we couldn't see you doing backflips! But we are very happy that that passage worked, given that it was the first time Jin actually had some clear, unambiguous thoughts about where he stands with regard to Kame.
What, why baka? His reasoning is perfectly logical. Killing people you want to talk to is counterproductive. :p
We checked our logs JUST FOR YOU! and discovered that the plum candy fondling was Jo's fault. Punish her in any way you deem fit, she enjoys it.
We liked how you described the contrast between Kame 'mastering' and the 'momma panda' moment. Glad that worked like that. :)
Baka or not baka - that is the question! *g*
Um, big slobbery kisses? #frenchfail #schoolislongago
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Date: 2012-02-10 12:08 pm (UTC)P.S.: For several days already I'm slowly starting to realize how enourmously a lot I will miss this story when it's over.... :(:(:( I've grown so attached to it over this year that it's even creepy to an extent...Even more than a drama on TV or something...They're literally sort of like family to me by now...As weird as that may sound...If this were a drama I'd be dieing for an SP or something, w/e, anything...Because I for one would surely be interested in reading even just the normal every day things that will take place for Kame n Jin after all is settled and all the drama is over... *le sigh* How I wish...
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:20 pm (UTC)This is a lovely comment, thank you. We're happy the chapter was so satisfactory for you! Humour is needed when things get tough, how do people survive if they don't at least make some fun of themselves... we totally believe in that. And yeah, Jin... see, we couldn't say much about his ~feelings~ until now because he wasn't letting himself wallow. But now he's letting it all out, so we can write about it. :)
Psst: that Kame line is our favourite, too. That's when he shows he's not just going to flail around trying to cover his ass. So satisfactory.
Yamatani is a really nice guy, for someone who exploits whores. We'll miss him when he's gone. And... yeah, it'll feel weird when the story is done. But the universe will still be there to play in, so who knows...
Thank you for this awesome comment! ♥
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Date: 2012-02-10 11:56 pm (UTC)And I totally agree with Jin's text to Kame about his press conference - he was brilliant.
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:21 pm (UTC)Eda just had to go. Brrrrr. YUCK. But yeah, Jin's whore pals were good for him to have, even if they didn't know all that much, and even if they were somehow getting on his nerves. He needs his support network. AND TOMO! *g*
Kame... was Kame. What more do we need to say. ^_^
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Date: 2012-02-11 03:38 am (UTC)omg....kame said it!
please keep his personal life separate.
so many questions on how kame's day went on...with the agent/agency/wife??
and you go jin!! telling that man off.
still got lots more to look forward to..and only in 6 chapters!!! ahhhh
thanks for the update =)
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:21 pm (UTC)Kame's day was pretty horrific. You'll hear a bit more about that in the next chapter. But hey, he coped, he came through, and he did what he planned to do. Good Turtle! :-)
8 chapters actually. Or, well, 7 with epilogue. *cough* We... had to make some adjustments, and there was always going to be an epilogue which we hadn't counted into the chapter count yet.
Thank you for your comment! :Dv
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Date: 2012-02-11 05:30 pm (UTC)Can't wait for the next chappie :D
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:22 pm (UTC)Jin watching Kame be awesome is one of our little fetishes, so we were happy that we could use his POV here. And hey, Eda had it coming. Asshole. (Not that we're partisan or anything.)
Next chapter in... um, not so many days. :-)
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Date: 2012-02-11 07:02 pm (UTC)*claps*
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Date: 2012-02-12 03:03 pm (UTC)Eda is just unpleasant through and through. And you're totally right, Jin should have turned Kame down like that, but back then he was still very new to the club and had little confidence, found it hard to keep clients anyway, and wasn't even sure management wouldn't kick him out again for being incompetent. He's become a lot more self-confident now, partly due to gaining experience and partly due to having Kame as a steady client (even before the boyfriend thing) - that would have made management very pleased with him for bringing in so much cash.
Kame will be very exhausted. :/ Poor Kame-chan.
Thank you as usual for commenting! ♥
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Date: 2012-03-14 06:28 pm (UTC)But anyway first of all: Nice to see the rest of the day from Jin’s point of view first!
I’m glad Tomo is there for Jin at least when Jin needs him. Although they don’t really talk about what has happened yet. But still Tomo’s there and not unaware of certain things which is good. Needs to get rid of some prejudices that guy, though. Because I really think Jin needs someone to talk to properly. Someone who’s not Kame, that is. Would be nice to see that Tomo finally acknowledges Kame and sees he has no bad intentions with Jin.
Also feel bad for Jin because he doesn’t have a break from everything. Not even in the club ><. Must be awful to have Kame “watching” him at work. But on the other hand Jin could at least keep track of what was happening. And he dealt well with it :)
I must say, I like Yamatani. He seems to be the most perfect company for Jin at that moment. Seems like someone who can calm him down without actually doing much and who knows what Jin needs and how to read the atmosphere (which reminds me that I wanted to tell you, how much I love your Junno puns x) ). Also it’s heartwarming how respectful he treats Jin. ^^
But I feel sorry for Kame for being so exposed at the club. Well, kind of. Guess it would be worse, if he’d ever go there again, though!
It’s nice that there’s some interaction between Tatsuya and Jin! Sweet that Tatsuya still cares for Kame. And somehow I hope for some more conversation between Tatsuya and Jin! Or Tatsuya and Kame even. Or the three of them! xD #flexible
Jin has really become one brave guy. I’m proud of him. xD But is was about time to get rid of Eda -.-“ I never liked that guy although he didn’t even appear THAT often actually. Just hope that won’t lead to any trouble for Jin. Luckily there is still Yamatani. He almost feels like a lifesaver to me right now xD
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Date: 2012-03-26 04:41 pm (UTC)Yamatani is an old sweetheart. Who exploits vulnerable young men and fucks them. *cough* He's great for Jin. (And totally a lifesaver in that scene!) And yay, our Junno is appreciated. We are very pleased. :)
Tatsuya and Kame were pretty good together, there was a good deal of mutual respect there. So yeah, Tatsuya cares for him, to some degree anyway. He's not pining or anything. #nothreesomes #sorry
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