9 1/2 Weeks - 36 - (Week 9 1/2: Friday)
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Week 9 1/2: Friday
"Thank you all for coming."
The lights flash. Kame gives them a moment, lets them get a good look. He's clear-eyed, clean-shaven, respecting the mournful occasion with quiet dignity. But all eyes are on him, and he stands there like they're meant to be, they couldn't possibly be on anything else.
"This has been a difficult time for all of us. This tragic loss took all of us by surprise, and we will feel it keenly in the months to come as we move forward." He's not nervous, not even for a second. The cameras must catch it, love it, confidence just oozing from the screens. A comfort, to anyone who actually cares.
"We will never understand the full circumstances behind Julie Fujishima's tragic decision," he says, holding on to the edges of the podium. It's sombre, with a hint of bravely contained grief. "But we know she had great plans for the company and for all of us. She saw that we haven't lived up to our potential, musically and artistically, and that selling a record is not the same as believing in a record."
Probably as close as Kame's going to come to saying their musical output's been shit, and has come third to infighting and scandalmongering for years. Oh, and to the Koreans. Jin's biting his lip; catches himself and stops. No nervousness. Kame's up there, demanding as much.
"She would want us all to do better," Kame says, hanging his head with a touch of shame. "Julie thought of Johnny & Associates as a family. And we found out in the last few days that it was her dearest wish to welcome back one of our own. To repair a bond in our family that should never have been broken."
He's shameless. Shameless and perfect and Jin would be scared of him, maybe he should be scared of him. Maybe he even is, deep down where his insides are twisting and curling.
"It is therefore my pleasure, at this sad time for all of us, to be able to honor her wishes, and appoint Akanishi Jin as our new creative director for music."
The murmur that goes through the press travels everywhere, TV microphones and the podium, where Kame stands up straighter. Gestures generously.
The adrenaline hits Jin like a fist to the stomach, and he doesn't know if he wants to puke or go to the toilet or down half a bottle of sake.
But then Kame's eyes find him, hold him in place as Kame steps towards him, clearing the path to the mic. They shake hands in passing, Kame's grip strong like he's learned how to do this too. The cameras flash. Kame holds on longer. "You know what to do," he says, low enough no one will hear though they'll all see them speaking, and touching forever.
Yeah, Jin knows. Kame's told him.
And it moves him, step by step, and suddenly he's behind the mic with his sweating hands and his careful hair and his respectful suit.
He takes a deep, deep bow.
"A few of you know me," he says when he straightens up again. "It's been a while." That get him laughs, though knowing and not totally friendly ones. It doesn't matter. Just doesn't matter. "You know me as the guy who hated you all. Right?" He's standing tall now, this is nothing but truth. He's got to own up to it. "The guy who thought he could do whatever he liked." The skewed smile comes easy. "That's the kind of guy I was, then. But I brought myself down with that, and you know what, ten years… you get a lot of thinking done in ten years. A lot of growing up."
And it doesn't matter where the thinking led him. Here on stage, now, he's simply what he needs to be. What Kame needs him to be.
"I let the company down. I was selfish and stubborn and people called me an idiot. And that's just my friends." It's like water, washing over him and sliding off, and it gets him another laugh. "As the old Akanishi Jin, I let down my co-workers, and I disappointed my fans." He's tingling, and the ground's falling away and he isn't falling with it. This thing he could never do, it's easy.
"It's different now," he says. "I have two kids now, and I love them. I want them to be proud of me. This is a second chance for me, and I will work as hard as I can. And this time I'd like to do it with humility." There are titters, but they knew that. He didn't know he wouldn't care, and it feels… free. And there are also people looking convinced, younger people who didn't know him then, older ones who think he's finally learned. He can be the new, improved Akanishi. For everyone to see. "I want to work with people, not against them. I want to make the best contribution to this company that I can make. No more sudden surprises. No more dancing out of line. What the agency wants," and he shoots a glance at Kame, there's the smile, his reward, full of trust and confidence, "that's what I want too. I don't want to rock that boat. We all want to get back to where we were the best."
Flashlights, so bright, he forgot and he missed them the first time round because he was bowing. He makes himself stand and smile sincerely until they're done.
"I would like to apologize," he says then. "To those of you who still remember the old me, whom I hurt and whose jobs I made harder. I thought I was right then, I thought you were my enemies. All I can say now is please, believe me, I have grown up. I ask for your guidance."
He bows again, a long time, everyone staring, all eyes and all cameras. And it's fine.
He steps back from the podium, smiling, demure. Polite. Answers the questions they have until Kame simply takes him away, and nobody argues.
The door shuts on the press room, like a sudden hush. It's over, and it was so easy. There's an itch racing round Jin's skin.
"That was good work," Kame says, guiding him by the elbow. It's like a caress.
"Thank you." His steps are light. Once again he's not sure where they're going.
"See how well things go when you're a good boy?" Kame asks, in a way that doesn't expect an answer.
So he gives none. Just thinks, how easy it was when he didn't fight it. He's taut like a string everyone got to play to their pleasure today, and there's a low resounding ring in every step he takes. He's learned. Akanishi Jin, old and new. And this can be easy.
Kame's office is still bland and grey, blinds drawn against any ray of sunshine that might want to gate-crash the mausoleum party. Enough now.
"I want to go home," Jin says when the door's barely closed behind them. "I've been a good boy and I've rolled over and I've licked all my boots, and I want to go home now."
Kame pauses in motion. "Skipping out on work already? I thought we might have some business to discuss."
"Not skipping." He picks up his jacket and Kame's jacket from next to each other on the clothes stand. "We're just done here for today."
Kame won't admit that Jin's right. But he takes the jacket; makes two more brief calls and Jin lets him. It's not worth the hassle. The view makes up for the delay, Kame behind his wide grey desk in his dead grey office, the office now, standing there like he's the one pulse of life and color, and power.
He lets Kame lead even to the elevator, that's easy too. Jin likes easy, wants more of it.
How did it take him so long to learn how much easier it is to let it roll off your back, not care, give in. Thank you. He's sure it was good for them.
"We go to your place," he says when he's in the car, in the leather seat. Quiet.
Kame tries to read him, a brush on his tingling skin. Jin likes it. Kame can look at him all he wants, and never stop. "Fine," Kame says.
He watches Kame's hands and his careful steering. The small shifts as he handles speed and brakes. He knows Kame naked under all that polish and his skin is lonely for him.
The freeway presses him into the seat. Nobody knows where Kame lives. Jin thinks he could find the way by himself now, in his new company car.
"It gets easier," Kame says. "You let them have their way, and in the end it's good for you. In the end you get your own way."
"I'm learning," Jin says.
Kame nods, Kame knows. "I need you to," he says then. "From now, what you do reflects on me."
Jin's aware. He won't forget. Won't slip, Kame won't let him. He works for Kame now.
It spins through his head and makes him dizzy. They turn off the freeway and there's a kick in the turn; an edge to Kame's driving, and maybe he's earning himself a speeding ticket, the first one that won't, can't hurt him.
Jin breathes in deep and long, sees Kame's apartment building come up. High and imposing, state of the art security. It's his untouchable refuge, from people, from everything.
The car slips smoothly down into the parking garage and the gates close on the afternoon light. It's so early, for Kame. Even on a Friday evening.
They go through the code-secured door, up the code-secured elevator. Jin doesn't have those codes. He just follows.
In Kame's apartment the light is back, on icy white, gleaming chrome, obsidian sculptures. Jin takes his jacket off and drops it, lets Kame lock up. He doesn't interfere with the important stuff.
Kame shrugs out of his suit jacket, white stiff shirt moving on his shoulders, his eyes skimming the place, skimming Jin. His thoughts are full of plans, full of complications. He's the hottest thing Jin's ever seen.
The small bar is dark and chrome and mirrors, a riot of color only when Kame folds the front down. "What do you want?" he says, turning halfway when Jin steps up from the genkan on his socks, steps closer.
Jin reaches out. "I want you." And Kame doesn't resist, when Jin pulls him sideways and there's the wall. By the time he tenses, Jin's got him spun around.
"What the—"
"I want you," Jin says. Waits for it to sink in.
Kame pushes back, but Jin leans against him hard, all the heaviness he's got. "I don't do that," Kame says, his cheek brushing the wall when Jin presses his mouth behind his ear.
Jin licks him. "Adapt."
Kame fights him, pushing and squirming, and Jin pushes back and holds him trapped, and he never thought it would feel like this, it could be such a charge. They freeze again when he's holding one of Kame's wrists on his stomach, the other rough against the wall above them. He's stronger, still stronger.
Kame's sweating. Jin can hear him breathe.
"Give it up," he says, and Kame fucking shivers. "Your turn now."
It happens slowly. Kame's tension fades; protection crumbling. Jin's stomach twists with a strange sort of fire when Kame's hand slips from his grip, sinks to his trousers.
Jin's so hard he could fuck Kame through the suit.
Kame's hand is fumbling, undoing the belt, the button, and his hair flutters with how sharply Jin breathes out. Kame's pushing his own trousers over his ass, to drop soft to the floor and Jin's flying, he's... He presses into him again, reaches around, has Kame hot in his hand while he gets the underpants down the rest of the way, Kame giving a moan; Kame naked, waiting for him. It feels so right, and Jin bites down on his lip, it's almost too much.
He gets his own belt, zip, and then they're skin on skin, Jin pressing even closer, nudging, demanding. "I spread my legs for you and all of them out there. Now you can spread yours just for me."
Kame coils with strain, shudders. "Don't get used to it," he mumbles, but gives when Jin nudges his feet further apart and gets him lower, pulls him in. His ass is hot against Jin's cock, and Jin humps along the crack before he even knows he's doing it and it's so, so good.
"Keep it there," Jin gets out, pressing Kame's hand against the wall, high above. "You think you can always tell everyone what to do, you just walk around cold and prickly like nobody can touch you." Kame jerks in response and Jin cups his ass and Kame yields further, grinds against him, and Jin feels his own strength like a living, burning thing under his skin. Is this how Kame feels all the time?
He puts his open mouth on Kame's neck and Kame makes a little noise. He's ready. Ready and ripe.
Jin thinks with his brain for one moment, he's been learning. "You got anything?"
Anything at all. He can feel Kame think. "Lip balm," Kame says. His eyes are open and hot and unseeing. "Pocket, left."
Jin fumbles in Kame's Armani suit jacket. There it is. And he's hard along Kame's back again, and Kame was a good boy and stood still and shaking, ready as can be, and there's a whiff of strawberries as Jin empties the tube into his hand.
"It's not much," he says, spreading it on his cock anyway, cool creamy slickness that takes the edge off for a moment.
"It'll do," Kame pants. His lip balm, he'll know. Kame, superboss, and Jin's holding him there, Jin's going to fuck him.
Right now.
He doesn't take time to wonder, that moment when he fumbles between Kame's cheeks and knows this is new, because it's not a science, you don't study this and Jin needs it, and then he really bites his lip when he pushes against Kame, and Kame's body lets him in.
They fit. Even this way. They're a fit and one and home and Jin's going out of his mind with the heat and the pressure and this need, his dick barely remembering being inside somebody.
He rocks his hips, presses in tighter.
"Oh god oh fuck," Kame says, just breath and hiss. Jin braces himself on the wall and holds Kame around the waist, his hips knowing the way, short little jerks that let Kame know he's there.
Kame lets out a tight whimper but it doesn't sound like stop, it sounds like go, yes, more, he's taking, giving back. Kame's neck is bowed, tendons hard, his hair's a messy curtain, getting sweatier by the second, and Jin goes long, deep.
Maybe it's catching, Kame's control. Jin could keep fucking him forever, however long Kame's going to take it. "You're tight for someone who needs it so bad," he says, and he knows why, Kame doesn't do this, because Kame's never known what's good for him either. Jin's hand slides, sticky with strawberry on Kame's icy white wall, and he wraps his arm around Kame's chest. Kame melts into it, god yes, tighter, deeper. When's the last time Kame ever handed himself over like that?
It spreads over him like a whisper, that he wants more of this, more to see, Kame shutting up, giving up. Kame's neck red from Jin's teeth. Strawberries.
"Anyone ever fucked you in your bed?" he murmurs, so close he feels the twitch in Kame, on his cock and against his mouth. When Kame won't answer he tightens his arm, brings his hand up under Kame's chin, demanding.
"No," Kame gasps, and his eyes are burning. "Never here."
"About time then," Jin decides, taking Kame up on his toes with a hard thrust. Kame's fists are clenching on the wall, right underneath Jin's hand print.
Jin slows down to a tease, never letting go, until he's still. He pulls back, all the way, steps back. A little slip, all the lovely tight heat gone. Kame's flushed a patchy red, chest heaving as he turns his head. Clinging to the wall.
"Let's go," Jin says.
Kame stares at him with his mouth half-open, a stare with a million thoughts.
Jin nods. "Go."
Kame goes. Jin's cock feels heavy, swaying and pointing, and he's not embarrassed by it either. He imagines how Kame feels, walking with the lube and the stretch, preparing to get some more. Jin's so ready.
They're in the bedroom, stylish and cold. Kame's bed is too wide for just him, it's ridiculous and lonely and Jin catches up with Kame's naked ass before he gets on it.
"I want to look at you," he says. "I want to see all of you." He spins Kame around and puts a hand on Kame's cock, it's his right. "That works, yes?" He's never done this but Kame will know.
"Yeah," Kame says, licking his lips. "If we... it works. It'll work."
Jin pushes him back.
Kame is hard, too, and Jin kneels between his legs and grasps him and makes him harder. He could get used to this, Kame squirming on his back, heels digging into the mattress, impatience in his hips but a daze over his eyes. Taking it. "How?" Jin asks, when he wants more again than just look.
The rest happens wordlessly, small movements from Kame telling Jin what and where, and how to get him opened up again. Jin watches Kame's face when he slips back inside, Kame biting his lip, closing his eyes, and sighing along with Jin once they're joined all the way.
Beautiful.
Kame's thighs are pressing on Jin's arms, it's different from what he knows, the angles, so tight, Jin needs a moment. But he finds it, can rock Kame open wider, deeper with every thrust. Kame's hard-on has softened but it's still there, responding to his hand, he's not the best at this but he's good enough, Kame's gasping and straining and letting him in, all over, everywhere. Good enough.
He bends Kame more, uses his weight to slump down and crush their mouths together. No skill, just heat, taking possession. Kame's his now, he's earned him. Kame's hands grab at his head, sweaty fingers that keep him there, tender and messy and stinging where the hair clings, Kame opening up for his tongue, too.
Kissing is still new, beginners, they did it all in a weird, weird way, their own way, but it works. He knows the sounds Kame is making even when it's Jin flexing and thrusting, over and over. It's still familiar, it feels right. He tries to take it slow, make it last, give Kame time to feel him and get used to him inside, he remembers that takes a moment, takes touch and closeness. They find a rhythm, a trance almost if Jin wasn't so hungry, Kame's skin under his hands and tight around him, Kame's lips pressed against his.
"Jin."
Yes. He finds that strength again and fucks Kame like a long, drawn-out promise. The best ones, hot with spit and blood and he knows Kame loves it, too.
And then he's there, and ready, it sweeps over him from his toes to the roots of his hair and he can't stop, harder and faster and more, and he hears himself moan and then he's coming, inside Kame, and Kame is making fists in his hair and it lasts forever.
For half a minute he doesn't move, doesn't even think. Kame blinks up at him with clouded eyes, lips swollen from kissing, like he's not sure where he is. His legs are still around him.
He puts his hand back on Kame's cock, and it pulses for him instantly. He's slipping out, rebalancing, but the power's all here now. Kame twisting and shivering, hot and hard, all his, all for Jin.
"I liked that," Jin says, and Kame gives a choked little laugh, bucks into his hand. "I'll do that again sometime." He speeds his hand, picks up the rhythm where he last left it and the high, this glorious high, sinks down over Kame and takes another deep kiss. Kame is urgent, wanting his tongue, his anything, and Jin lets him have it, sweat breaking out all over him again.
He fucked Kame. Kamenashi Kazuya, bane of TV stations, protector of idols, corporate overlord. Jin's new boss.
"Some day," he whispers against Kame's lips, "I'll fuck you in your office."
Kame makes a choked noise.
"Right there in your stupid boring office. Maybe I'll bend you over that desk. Maybe I'll sit in that bossy chair of yours and let you suck me off."
Would do him good, too. Kame is thrusting now, panting, biting back moans.
"Tell me I can," Jin says dreamily, easing up just that much, he can tease too.
Kame grabs at his hand, and it's a moment, a moment where he's fighting. But it passes, Kame holding his eyes, "yes," just a gasp, thrusting harder, urging Jin, and Jin's spine tingles, a new wave of heat going through him, dizzying. He rolls with it, lets it wash through him, concentrates on Kame who can't get enough air and enough anything, hot and red and glistening and beautiful. Who freezes and is faster than Jin's hand, semen hitting Jin's chest and Jin's arm before Jin can catch the rest. Never mind, Jin thinks, never mind.
Kame heaves with a deep, desperate breath. He doesn't take his eyes off Jin. Sweaty, sticky mess. Perfect together, any way they are.
"I should move in with you," Jin says.
Kame gasps; laughs. Something in between. Jin slumps down beside him, just wants to curl up in Kame's boiling body heat.
Kame's breathing still hitches when Jin touches him. So light, and yet Jin can do that. And Kame lets him.
He can fuck Kame and pet Kame. Who'd have thought. A whole new skill set. Task set. He watches Kame come down, breath by breath, and thinks this bed is a much better place already.
"Do you want a beer?" Kame asks after a while. "Or something more demanding, now you're on a roll?"
Jin gives that some thought. "I think a beer will do for now. Thanks."
He lets Kame go, watches his ass and his back, he fucked Kame and it's still buzzing around his body like the best sort of booze. He's not even sure he needs the beer but when Kame is there he takes it off him anyway.
Kame sits on the bed with his beer, upright, sipping carefully. He looks around, walls and door and windows. The sheets are a dark grey satin, their skin the only color in the room.
"Were you serious?"
Jin's been nothing but serious; serious is rippling out under his skin. "Yes." It's easy, too. He's just seen the obvious a bit earlier than Kame, who's distracted from letting Jin fuck his ass, in his bed, and needs to be cut some slack. "I need a new place. You've got a spare room. I should move in."
Kame's time to think. "You won't just get your way all the time," he warns. Jin doesn't even know if that's more paranoid and dumb or paranoid and sweet. But, slack, he was gonna cut it. He rolls up and presses Kame against the headboard, and kisses him, because he's bigger and stronger and he can.
"You fuck me, and you pay my rent," he points out. "Let's cut out the middleman. Save you the drive, too."
Then he waits for Kame to decide that this is a sound business proposal while brushing his mouth along Kame's jaw.
Kame breathes out carefully. "And I'd just sorted things out with your building manager..."
"Yeah." Jin stops with an unwelcome memory of coming across a Yamada-san he'd never met before on Wednesday morning. "Do I even want to ask what you did to the old one?" He's pretty sure the guy's not dead. Pretty sure.
Kame rolls his eyes. "I offered him a better job at one of our facilities. Made him sign clauses and all that. And the file about your rent history got accidentally deleted."
Yes, that's what Jin had figured. Mostly.
"We could ride into work together," Kame says, looking at Jin and then past him. "I guess that would make sense. And I could make sure you show up on time."
Sure, that. Definitely that. "See," Jin says.
Kame sits still, and now he gets it, Jin thinks, he sees it all. Keeping Jin in line. Being the boss. No loose ends flapping about Tokyo. All the good little reasons he can line up like barricades, and the real one, that Jin belongs here; that they'll never walk away from each other again.
The next kiss is Kame's, and it's hard enough to bruise. "I'll be keeping an eye on you," he murmurs. But it's more than an eye when he pulls back, it's a whole hungry glance, and Jin feels a new flush crawling over him.
So that's settled. He wonders what it'll be like, having Kame for a boss. Jin's not so good with bosses. But he's never lived with one of them before, either.
Kame stretches for the nightstand and before Jin knows it he's got a cigarette between his lips and lights it with a flick of his thumb.
Jin wrinkles his nose. "That is disgusting, you know that?" he says. "In bed."
Kame gives him an arch look, but blows the smoke to the side. "You picked it," he says. "Didn't you?"
Yeah, he did. Way to seal the deal. Jin leans out of the way of the smoke and has another sip of beer. "I had a coffee with Ueda this morning," he remembers. "Well, he had a coffee and I had one and it was the same machine and we exchanged more than ten words. None of them being 'asshole', for that matter."
Kame's mouth twitches around the cigarette. "That's very sweet."
"He doesn't know what to make of the 'director' part," Jin says. "I mean, yeah, it's kind of weird after all that time."
"He'll come around," Kame says confidently. "I want you to write songs for us again. We need the fresh blood, they'll all see that. You'll be good for the company." He stares ahead at a future he's sure of, plans he's making. "And you're with me now."
He is. That's the deal. And that this place will stop looking like a crypt, and Kame will learn to sleep, and the kisses will be familiar. "I am," he says.
It almost startles Kame. There's a small smile, hidden behind another drag. "Not what I expected," he says.
Jin looks back at him as sure as anything. "Who else would have you?"
That same sharp flash, the small smile more sneaky; insistent. The cigarette is halfway done. "You and your poor choices," Kame says as he leans to stub it out, moving muscles Jin can't wait to touch again.
"I'll need to pick up all my stuff," he says. Soon. He's looking around and he can't wait for that either.
"So use the car," Kame says. "It's why I got it for you. And I've got an empty drawer somewhere."
"Jerk," Jin says.
"Yes," Kame smirks. "Is this news?"
"I thought getting laid more often would improve your personality."
"You can sing me all your songs." Kame's stare is evil, and it's just as well that his cigarette is gone, because Jin snakes up and folds himself all over him, skin and skin and skin, and his lips at Kame's ear.
"Count on it," he says, "I will."
~
Psst. No spoilers on twitter, mmmkay? >_> Pretty please.
Next Saturday: Epilogue
Week 9 1/2: Friday
"Thank you all for coming."
The lights flash. Kame gives them a moment, lets them get a good look. He's clear-eyed, clean-shaven, respecting the mournful occasion with quiet dignity. But all eyes are on him, and he stands there like they're meant to be, they couldn't possibly be on anything else.
"This has been a difficult time for all of us. This tragic loss took all of us by surprise, and we will feel it keenly in the months to come as we move forward." He's not nervous, not even for a second. The cameras must catch it, love it, confidence just oozing from the screens. A comfort, to anyone who actually cares.
"We will never understand the full circumstances behind Julie Fujishima's tragic decision," he says, holding on to the edges of the podium. It's sombre, with a hint of bravely contained grief. "But we know she had great plans for the company and for all of us. She saw that we haven't lived up to our potential, musically and artistically, and that selling a record is not the same as believing in a record."
Probably as close as Kame's going to come to saying their musical output's been shit, and has come third to infighting and scandalmongering for years. Oh, and to the Koreans. Jin's biting his lip; catches himself and stops. No nervousness. Kame's up there, demanding as much.
"She would want us all to do better," Kame says, hanging his head with a touch of shame. "Julie thought of Johnny & Associates as a family. And we found out in the last few days that it was her dearest wish to welcome back one of our own. To repair a bond in our family that should never have been broken."
He's shameless. Shameless and perfect and Jin would be scared of him, maybe he should be scared of him. Maybe he even is, deep down where his insides are twisting and curling.
"It is therefore my pleasure, at this sad time for all of us, to be able to honor her wishes, and appoint Akanishi Jin as our new creative director for music."
The murmur that goes through the press travels everywhere, TV microphones and the podium, where Kame stands up straighter. Gestures generously.
The adrenaline hits Jin like a fist to the stomach, and he doesn't know if he wants to puke or go to the toilet or down half a bottle of sake.
But then Kame's eyes find him, hold him in place as Kame steps towards him, clearing the path to the mic. They shake hands in passing, Kame's grip strong like he's learned how to do this too. The cameras flash. Kame holds on longer. "You know what to do," he says, low enough no one will hear though they'll all see them speaking, and touching forever.
Yeah, Jin knows. Kame's told him.
And it moves him, step by step, and suddenly he's behind the mic with his sweating hands and his careful hair and his respectful suit.
He takes a deep, deep bow.
"A few of you know me," he says when he straightens up again. "It's been a while." That get him laughs, though knowing and not totally friendly ones. It doesn't matter. Just doesn't matter. "You know me as the guy who hated you all. Right?" He's standing tall now, this is nothing but truth. He's got to own up to it. "The guy who thought he could do whatever he liked." The skewed smile comes easy. "That's the kind of guy I was, then. But I brought myself down with that, and you know what, ten years… you get a lot of thinking done in ten years. A lot of growing up."
And it doesn't matter where the thinking led him. Here on stage, now, he's simply what he needs to be. What Kame needs him to be.
"I let the company down. I was selfish and stubborn and people called me an idiot. And that's just my friends." It's like water, washing over him and sliding off, and it gets him another laugh. "As the old Akanishi Jin, I let down my co-workers, and I disappointed my fans." He's tingling, and the ground's falling away and he isn't falling with it. This thing he could never do, it's easy.
"It's different now," he says. "I have two kids now, and I love them. I want them to be proud of me. This is a second chance for me, and I will work as hard as I can. And this time I'd like to do it with humility." There are titters, but they knew that. He didn't know he wouldn't care, and it feels… free. And there are also people looking convinced, younger people who didn't know him then, older ones who think he's finally learned. He can be the new, improved Akanishi. For everyone to see. "I want to work with people, not against them. I want to make the best contribution to this company that I can make. No more sudden surprises. No more dancing out of line. What the agency wants," and he shoots a glance at Kame, there's the smile, his reward, full of trust and confidence, "that's what I want too. I don't want to rock that boat. We all want to get back to where we were the best."
Flashlights, so bright, he forgot and he missed them the first time round because he was bowing. He makes himself stand and smile sincerely until they're done.
"I would like to apologize," he says then. "To those of you who still remember the old me, whom I hurt and whose jobs I made harder. I thought I was right then, I thought you were my enemies. All I can say now is please, believe me, I have grown up. I ask for your guidance."
He bows again, a long time, everyone staring, all eyes and all cameras. And it's fine.
He steps back from the podium, smiling, demure. Polite. Answers the questions they have until Kame simply takes him away, and nobody argues.
The door shuts on the press room, like a sudden hush. It's over, and it was so easy. There's an itch racing round Jin's skin.
"That was good work," Kame says, guiding him by the elbow. It's like a caress.
"Thank you." His steps are light. Once again he's not sure where they're going.
"See how well things go when you're a good boy?" Kame asks, in a way that doesn't expect an answer.
So he gives none. Just thinks, how easy it was when he didn't fight it. He's taut like a string everyone got to play to their pleasure today, and there's a low resounding ring in every step he takes. He's learned. Akanishi Jin, old and new. And this can be easy.
Kame's office is still bland and grey, blinds drawn against any ray of sunshine that might want to gate-crash the mausoleum party. Enough now.
"I want to go home," Jin says when the door's barely closed behind them. "I've been a good boy and I've rolled over and I've licked all my boots, and I want to go home now."
Kame pauses in motion. "Skipping out on work already? I thought we might have some business to discuss."
"Not skipping." He picks up his jacket and Kame's jacket from next to each other on the clothes stand. "We're just done here for today."
Kame won't admit that Jin's right. But he takes the jacket; makes two more brief calls and Jin lets him. It's not worth the hassle. The view makes up for the delay, Kame behind his wide grey desk in his dead grey office, the office now, standing there like he's the one pulse of life and color, and power.
He lets Kame lead even to the elevator, that's easy too. Jin likes easy, wants more of it.
How did it take him so long to learn how much easier it is to let it roll off your back, not care, give in. Thank you. He's sure it was good for them.
"We go to your place," he says when he's in the car, in the leather seat. Quiet.
Kame tries to read him, a brush on his tingling skin. Jin likes it. Kame can look at him all he wants, and never stop. "Fine," Kame says.
He watches Kame's hands and his careful steering. The small shifts as he handles speed and brakes. He knows Kame naked under all that polish and his skin is lonely for him.
The freeway presses him into the seat. Nobody knows where Kame lives. Jin thinks he could find the way by himself now, in his new company car.
"It gets easier," Kame says. "You let them have their way, and in the end it's good for you. In the end you get your own way."
"I'm learning," Jin says.
Kame nods, Kame knows. "I need you to," he says then. "From now, what you do reflects on me."
Jin's aware. He won't forget. Won't slip, Kame won't let him. He works for Kame now.
It spins through his head and makes him dizzy. They turn off the freeway and there's a kick in the turn; an edge to Kame's driving, and maybe he's earning himself a speeding ticket, the first one that won't, can't hurt him.
Jin breathes in deep and long, sees Kame's apartment building come up. High and imposing, state of the art security. It's his untouchable refuge, from people, from everything.
The car slips smoothly down into the parking garage and the gates close on the afternoon light. It's so early, for Kame. Even on a Friday evening.
They go through the code-secured door, up the code-secured elevator. Jin doesn't have those codes. He just follows.
In Kame's apartment the light is back, on icy white, gleaming chrome, obsidian sculptures. Jin takes his jacket off and drops it, lets Kame lock up. He doesn't interfere with the important stuff.
Kame shrugs out of his suit jacket, white stiff shirt moving on his shoulders, his eyes skimming the place, skimming Jin. His thoughts are full of plans, full of complications. He's the hottest thing Jin's ever seen.
The small bar is dark and chrome and mirrors, a riot of color only when Kame folds the front down. "What do you want?" he says, turning halfway when Jin steps up from the genkan on his socks, steps closer.
Jin reaches out. "I want you." And Kame doesn't resist, when Jin pulls him sideways and there's the wall. By the time he tenses, Jin's got him spun around.
"What the—"
"I want you," Jin says. Waits for it to sink in.
Kame pushes back, but Jin leans against him hard, all the heaviness he's got. "I don't do that," Kame says, his cheek brushing the wall when Jin presses his mouth behind his ear.
Jin licks him. "Adapt."
Kame fights him, pushing and squirming, and Jin pushes back and holds him trapped, and he never thought it would feel like this, it could be such a charge. They freeze again when he's holding one of Kame's wrists on his stomach, the other rough against the wall above them. He's stronger, still stronger.
Kame's sweating. Jin can hear him breathe.
"Give it up," he says, and Kame fucking shivers. "Your turn now."
It happens slowly. Kame's tension fades; protection crumbling. Jin's stomach twists with a strange sort of fire when Kame's hand slips from his grip, sinks to his trousers.
Jin's so hard he could fuck Kame through the suit.
Kame's hand is fumbling, undoing the belt, the button, and his hair flutters with how sharply Jin breathes out. Kame's pushing his own trousers over his ass, to drop soft to the floor and Jin's flying, he's... He presses into him again, reaches around, has Kame hot in his hand while he gets the underpants down the rest of the way, Kame giving a moan; Kame naked, waiting for him. It feels so right, and Jin bites down on his lip, it's almost too much.
He gets his own belt, zip, and then they're skin on skin, Jin pressing even closer, nudging, demanding. "I spread my legs for you and all of them out there. Now you can spread yours just for me."
Kame coils with strain, shudders. "Don't get used to it," he mumbles, but gives when Jin nudges his feet further apart and gets him lower, pulls him in. His ass is hot against Jin's cock, and Jin humps along the crack before he even knows he's doing it and it's so, so good.
"Keep it there," Jin gets out, pressing Kame's hand against the wall, high above. "You think you can always tell everyone what to do, you just walk around cold and prickly like nobody can touch you." Kame jerks in response and Jin cups his ass and Kame yields further, grinds against him, and Jin feels his own strength like a living, burning thing under his skin. Is this how Kame feels all the time?
He puts his open mouth on Kame's neck and Kame makes a little noise. He's ready. Ready and ripe.
Jin thinks with his brain for one moment, he's been learning. "You got anything?"
Anything at all. He can feel Kame think. "Lip balm," Kame says. His eyes are open and hot and unseeing. "Pocket, left."
Jin fumbles in Kame's Armani suit jacket. There it is. And he's hard along Kame's back again, and Kame was a good boy and stood still and shaking, ready as can be, and there's a whiff of strawberries as Jin empties the tube into his hand.
"It's not much," he says, spreading it on his cock anyway, cool creamy slickness that takes the edge off for a moment.
"It'll do," Kame pants. His lip balm, he'll know. Kame, superboss, and Jin's holding him there, Jin's going to fuck him.
Right now.
He doesn't take time to wonder, that moment when he fumbles between Kame's cheeks and knows this is new, because it's not a science, you don't study this and Jin needs it, and then he really bites his lip when he pushes against Kame, and Kame's body lets him in.
They fit. Even this way. They're a fit and one and home and Jin's going out of his mind with the heat and the pressure and this need, his dick barely remembering being inside somebody.
He rocks his hips, presses in tighter.
"Oh god oh fuck," Kame says, just breath and hiss. Jin braces himself on the wall and holds Kame around the waist, his hips knowing the way, short little jerks that let Kame know he's there.
Kame lets out a tight whimper but it doesn't sound like stop, it sounds like go, yes, more, he's taking, giving back. Kame's neck is bowed, tendons hard, his hair's a messy curtain, getting sweatier by the second, and Jin goes long, deep.
Maybe it's catching, Kame's control. Jin could keep fucking him forever, however long Kame's going to take it. "You're tight for someone who needs it so bad," he says, and he knows why, Kame doesn't do this, because Kame's never known what's good for him either. Jin's hand slides, sticky with strawberry on Kame's icy white wall, and he wraps his arm around Kame's chest. Kame melts into it, god yes, tighter, deeper. When's the last time Kame ever handed himself over like that?
It spreads over him like a whisper, that he wants more of this, more to see, Kame shutting up, giving up. Kame's neck red from Jin's teeth. Strawberries.
"Anyone ever fucked you in your bed?" he murmurs, so close he feels the twitch in Kame, on his cock and against his mouth. When Kame won't answer he tightens his arm, brings his hand up under Kame's chin, demanding.
"No," Kame gasps, and his eyes are burning. "Never here."
"About time then," Jin decides, taking Kame up on his toes with a hard thrust. Kame's fists are clenching on the wall, right underneath Jin's hand print.
Jin slows down to a tease, never letting go, until he's still. He pulls back, all the way, steps back. A little slip, all the lovely tight heat gone. Kame's flushed a patchy red, chest heaving as he turns his head. Clinging to the wall.
"Let's go," Jin says.
Kame stares at him with his mouth half-open, a stare with a million thoughts.
Jin nods. "Go."
Kame goes. Jin's cock feels heavy, swaying and pointing, and he's not embarrassed by it either. He imagines how Kame feels, walking with the lube and the stretch, preparing to get some more. Jin's so ready.
They're in the bedroom, stylish and cold. Kame's bed is too wide for just him, it's ridiculous and lonely and Jin catches up with Kame's naked ass before he gets on it.
"I want to look at you," he says. "I want to see all of you." He spins Kame around and puts a hand on Kame's cock, it's his right. "That works, yes?" He's never done this but Kame will know.
"Yeah," Kame says, licking his lips. "If we... it works. It'll work."
Jin pushes him back.
Kame is hard, too, and Jin kneels between his legs and grasps him and makes him harder. He could get used to this, Kame squirming on his back, heels digging into the mattress, impatience in his hips but a daze over his eyes. Taking it. "How?" Jin asks, when he wants more again than just look.
The rest happens wordlessly, small movements from Kame telling Jin what and where, and how to get him opened up again. Jin watches Kame's face when he slips back inside, Kame biting his lip, closing his eyes, and sighing along with Jin once they're joined all the way.
Beautiful.
Kame's thighs are pressing on Jin's arms, it's different from what he knows, the angles, so tight, Jin needs a moment. But he finds it, can rock Kame open wider, deeper with every thrust. Kame's hard-on has softened but it's still there, responding to his hand, he's not the best at this but he's good enough, Kame's gasping and straining and letting him in, all over, everywhere. Good enough.
He bends Kame more, uses his weight to slump down and crush their mouths together. No skill, just heat, taking possession. Kame's his now, he's earned him. Kame's hands grab at his head, sweaty fingers that keep him there, tender and messy and stinging where the hair clings, Kame opening up for his tongue, too.
Kissing is still new, beginners, they did it all in a weird, weird way, their own way, but it works. He knows the sounds Kame is making even when it's Jin flexing and thrusting, over and over. It's still familiar, it feels right. He tries to take it slow, make it last, give Kame time to feel him and get used to him inside, he remembers that takes a moment, takes touch and closeness. They find a rhythm, a trance almost if Jin wasn't so hungry, Kame's skin under his hands and tight around him, Kame's lips pressed against his.
"Jin."
Yes. He finds that strength again and fucks Kame like a long, drawn-out promise. The best ones, hot with spit and blood and he knows Kame loves it, too.
And then he's there, and ready, it sweeps over him from his toes to the roots of his hair and he can't stop, harder and faster and more, and he hears himself moan and then he's coming, inside Kame, and Kame is making fists in his hair and it lasts forever.
For half a minute he doesn't move, doesn't even think. Kame blinks up at him with clouded eyes, lips swollen from kissing, like he's not sure where he is. His legs are still around him.
He puts his hand back on Kame's cock, and it pulses for him instantly. He's slipping out, rebalancing, but the power's all here now. Kame twisting and shivering, hot and hard, all his, all for Jin.
"I liked that," Jin says, and Kame gives a choked little laugh, bucks into his hand. "I'll do that again sometime." He speeds his hand, picks up the rhythm where he last left it and the high, this glorious high, sinks down over Kame and takes another deep kiss. Kame is urgent, wanting his tongue, his anything, and Jin lets him have it, sweat breaking out all over him again.
He fucked Kame. Kamenashi Kazuya, bane of TV stations, protector of idols, corporate overlord. Jin's new boss.
"Some day," he whispers against Kame's lips, "I'll fuck you in your office."
Kame makes a choked noise.
"Right there in your stupid boring office. Maybe I'll bend you over that desk. Maybe I'll sit in that bossy chair of yours and let you suck me off."
Would do him good, too. Kame is thrusting now, panting, biting back moans.
"Tell me I can," Jin says dreamily, easing up just that much, he can tease too.
Kame grabs at his hand, and it's a moment, a moment where he's fighting. But it passes, Kame holding his eyes, "yes," just a gasp, thrusting harder, urging Jin, and Jin's spine tingles, a new wave of heat going through him, dizzying. He rolls with it, lets it wash through him, concentrates on Kame who can't get enough air and enough anything, hot and red and glistening and beautiful. Who freezes and is faster than Jin's hand, semen hitting Jin's chest and Jin's arm before Jin can catch the rest. Never mind, Jin thinks, never mind.
Kame heaves with a deep, desperate breath. He doesn't take his eyes off Jin. Sweaty, sticky mess. Perfect together, any way they are.
"I should move in with you," Jin says.
Kame gasps; laughs. Something in between. Jin slumps down beside him, just wants to curl up in Kame's boiling body heat.
Kame's breathing still hitches when Jin touches him. So light, and yet Jin can do that. And Kame lets him.
He can fuck Kame and pet Kame. Who'd have thought. A whole new skill set. Task set. He watches Kame come down, breath by breath, and thinks this bed is a much better place already.
"Do you want a beer?" Kame asks after a while. "Or something more demanding, now you're on a roll?"
Jin gives that some thought. "I think a beer will do for now. Thanks."
He lets Kame go, watches his ass and his back, he fucked Kame and it's still buzzing around his body like the best sort of booze. He's not even sure he needs the beer but when Kame is there he takes it off him anyway.
Kame sits on the bed with his beer, upright, sipping carefully. He looks around, walls and door and windows. The sheets are a dark grey satin, their skin the only color in the room.
"Were you serious?"
Jin's been nothing but serious; serious is rippling out under his skin. "Yes." It's easy, too. He's just seen the obvious a bit earlier than Kame, who's distracted from letting Jin fuck his ass, in his bed, and needs to be cut some slack. "I need a new place. You've got a spare room. I should move in."
Kame's time to think. "You won't just get your way all the time," he warns. Jin doesn't even know if that's more paranoid and dumb or paranoid and sweet. But, slack, he was gonna cut it. He rolls up and presses Kame against the headboard, and kisses him, because he's bigger and stronger and he can.
"You fuck me, and you pay my rent," he points out. "Let's cut out the middleman. Save you the drive, too."
Then he waits for Kame to decide that this is a sound business proposal while brushing his mouth along Kame's jaw.
Kame breathes out carefully. "And I'd just sorted things out with your building manager..."
"Yeah." Jin stops with an unwelcome memory of coming across a Yamada-san he'd never met before on Wednesday morning. "Do I even want to ask what you did to the old one?" He's pretty sure the guy's not dead. Pretty sure.
Kame rolls his eyes. "I offered him a better job at one of our facilities. Made him sign clauses and all that. And the file about your rent history got accidentally deleted."
Yes, that's what Jin had figured. Mostly.
"We could ride into work together," Kame says, looking at Jin and then past him. "I guess that would make sense. And I could make sure you show up on time."
Sure, that. Definitely that. "See," Jin says.
Kame sits still, and now he gets it, Jin thinks, he sees it all. Keeping Jin in line. Being the boss. No loose ends flapping about Tokyo. All the good little reasons he can line up like barricades, and the real one, that Jin belongs here; that they'll never walk away from each other again.
The next kiss is Kame's, and it's hard enough to bruise. "I'll be keeping an eye on you," he murmurs. But it's more than an eye when he pulls back, it's a whole hungry glance, and Jin feels a new flush crawling over him.
So that's settled. He wonders what it'll be like, having Kame for a boss. Jin's not so good with bosses. But he's never lived with one of them before, either.
Kame stretches for the nightstand and before Jin knows it he's got a cigarette between his lips and lights it with a flick of his thumb.
Jin wrinkles his nose. "That is disgusting, you know that?" he says. "In bed."
Kame gives him an arch look, but blows the smoke to the side. "You picked it," he says. "Didn't you?"
Yeah, he did. Way to seal the deal. Jin leans out of the way of the smoke and has another sip of beer. "I had a coffee with Ueda this morning," he remembers. "Well, he had a coffee and I had one and it was the same machine and we exchanged more than ten words. None of them being 'asshole', for that matter."
Kame's mouth twitches around the cigarette. "That's very sweet."
"He doesn't know what to make of the 'director' part," Jin says. "I mean, yeah, it's kind of weird after all that time."
"He'll come around," Kame says confidently. "I want you to write songs for us again. We need the fresh blood, they'll all see that. You'll be good for the company." He stares ahead at a future he's sure of, plans he's making. "And you're with me now."
He is. That's the deal. And that this place will stop looking like a crypt, and Kame will learn to sleep, and the kisses will be familiar. "I am," he says.
It almost startles Kame. There's a small smile, hidden behind another drag. "Not what I expected," he says.
Jin looks back at him as sure as anything. "Who else would have you?"
That same sharp flash, the small smile more sneaky; insistent. The cigarette is halfway done. "You and your poor choices," Kame says as he leans to stub it out, moving muscles Jin can't wait to touch again.
"I'll need to pick up all my stuff," he says. Soon. He's looking around and he can't wait for that either.
"So use the car," Kame says. "It's why I got it for you. And I've got an empty drawer somewhere."
"Jerk," Jin says.
"Yes," Kame smirks. "Is this news?"
"I thought getting laid more often would improve your personality."
"You can sing me all your songs." Kame's stare is evil, and it's just as well that his cigarette is gone, because Jin snakes up and folds himself all over him, skin and skin and skin, and his lips at Kame's ear.
"Count on it," he says, "I will."
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Psst. No spoilers on twitter, mmmkay? >_> Pretty please.
Next Saturday: Epilogue
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Date: 2013-03-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-02 12:24 am (UTC)I'll try not to bore you but there are things I really need you to know. Bear with me please.
I have never once stopped having faith in Jin and Kame bond. I always knew inside of me that they shared something undefinable, something very strong and very unique. Whether they ever shared a domestic life together or not, I can't really say, we don't know. I still hope so but it's very unlikely ; too complicated. I never thought there would come a day they'd get married and adopt children. I don't think that's who they are and what they want either. So, basically, what I want to say is that my choices when it comes to fanfictions about them have always been pretty reduced. I'm extremely picky. They deserve the best and I don't want anyone staining what they are and what they mean to me.
Also, with time I finally realized that reading fanfictions helped me in my faith (it sounds so religious it's scary). Not that I needed something to help me believe but I needed something that would make them live inside of me, in my head. I needed presence, something fresh. I just simply needed something to happen.
And, when Jin left KAT-TUN, it made it so hard. Not to believe, again. But for them to still be present in my head. As far as I can remember I haven't spent a single day not thinking about KAT-TUN, about Kame, about Jin. They're a part of me now and after Jin's departure I started having very lonely moments. I couldn't really think about Jin and Kame the same way that i did. Couldn't really keep up with what I thought they were for each other everyday. It's like they were on pause until I managed to imagine what they were actually up to.
That's why I read fanfictions. To help me keep them alive in my head. I need to think about them. Somehow, I experience love through them. If something is sad I'll feel like I'm heartbroken, if they're happy ever after, I'll feel like I'm happy in love... And so I felt very very lost until you started posting Deep water. Of course it's a whole different story and it's nothing like who they are but still, dealing with their feelings in that fic kind of made it all easier.
I'm hoping I don't sound too deranged confessing all this to you :x but I'm getting to the part that concerns this fic and you, I swear.
Heli often reassures herself saying, "they'll be alright". I am very happy that Jin got married and had a kid. It's been his dream for god knows when and it finally came true, I'm happy for him. I hope it will last for their very happiness. But I can't help thinking that one day, they'll get divorced, Jin will grow up in a very different way and he'll find his way back to Kazuya. No matter how lost I've ever felt towards them, I've never once stopped believing that no matter what happens in life they were made for each other. It's this "kizuna" it's so hard to explain but it's something we akame-fans feel. It's very very strong and we just know. It's there. It's the most important thing. And I do have faith.
So, when I read about this new fic. That's it wasn't AU, that it was about the future. I got my hopes up.
I thought, if someone can write this, it can only be you two. You have this way of telling stories, it's so real, so... palpable. Everything you write is shameless. It's always the right words, the right adjectives, the right emotions. You always manage to put the right amount of everything. Your words are confident and very strong. You even make us enjoy weird and pretty fucked-up stuff. But it's alright. You don't write what people want you to. To me, it feels like you write what you think is most-fitting to the story, to the characters, even if it pains you, if you don't want to. You really let your characters live, somehow. I've really never read anything like your fictions.
And so, I feel like I've entrust my feelings to your typing-fingers. I can trust you when it comes to Jin and Kame and what is going to happen to them. I know that no matter what you make them go through, it will be the right decision.
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Date: 2013-03-01 05:21 pm (UTC)"I want to go home," Jin says when the door's barely closed behind them. "I've been a good boy and I've rolled over and I've licked all my boots, and I want to go home now."
This is SO Jin. And Jin's got plans. Evil evil plans...
"I don't do that," Kame says, his cheek brushing the wall when Jin presses his mouth behind his ear.
Jin licks him. "Adapt."
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"I spread my legs for you and all of them out there. Now you can spread yours just for me."
"Anyone ever fucked you in your bed?" he murmurs, so close he feels the twitch in Kame, on his cock and against his mouth. When Kame won't answer he tightens his arm, brings his hand up under Kame's chin, demanding.
"No," Kame gasps, and his eyes are burning. "Never here."
"About time then," Jin decides, taking Kame up on his toes with a hard thrust. Kame's fists are clenching on the wall, right underneath Jin's hand print.
On his toes. ON HIS TOES.
Kame's his now, he's earned him. Kame's hands grab at his head, sweaty fingers that keep him there, tender and messy and stinging where the hair clings, Kame opening up for his tongue, too.
They find a rhythm, a trance almost if Jin wasn't so hungry, Kame's skin under his hands and tight around him, Kame's lips pressed against his.
"Jin."
"Some day," he whispers against Kame's lips, "I'll fuck you in your office."
"I should move in with you,"
He rolls up and presses Kame against the headboard, and kisses him, because he's bigger and stronger and he can.
These are like fifteen hundred of like the hottest lines ever and they're all so close together and I CAN'T EVEN.
I can hardly believe I'm saying this, and this is DEFINITELY saying something, but I acutally think this might be the hottest thing you guys have ever written. (And I really never thought I'd ever say that with Jin topping.)
Maybe because that just doesn't happen. Not with Kame. Except for Jin. And. Just. That. What all Jin did and what all Kame let him do and asdfghkljhj;lf.
Jin's so going to get it later. And yet we all know he'll get away with doing this again. In Kame's office. SERIOUSLY CAN'T EVEN.
Omgshdfgklkjd Idk how I am going to get through the rest of my day I am exhausted after reading that.
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Date: 2013-03-05 06:58 pm (UTC)Heee, you did pretty well. >_>
I can hardly believe I'm saying this, and this is DEFINITELY saying something, but I acutally think this might be the hottest thing you guys have ever written. (And I really never thought I'd ever say that with Jin topping.)
This makes us grin in more ways than one. Not to overeditorialise, but, As-You-Know-Bob, we don't, ahem, naturally go for toppy!Jin, but here it was possibly our favourite sex scene in the whole story.
And yeah. With this Kame, it doesn't happen. Certainly not in his own home. Except with Jin. :D
Thank you for the comment, and we're glad you enjoyed it a bit after all this angst.
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Date: 2013-03-01 05:59 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-02 08:01 pm (UTC)what have you done to me? ^^this cold morning, this sunny afternoon this intruded. line.by.line. and with a randomness that wasconsterning [french *sigh*]puzzling. the words kept popping out at me. [oh but i love it. so so so so so so much.. words? who needs words? i may just opt for silent worship. with background sobbing]. have work soon till the wee hours. the after-sammi of no-sleep-but-god-the-house-is-quiet might be more capable of putting two meaningful thots together..(no subject)
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Date: 2013-03-01 06:39 pm (UTC)Okay first, flawless Kame with his flawless speaking will always amaze me. :')
He's shameless. Shameless and perfect and Jin would be scared of him, maybe he should be scared of him. Maybe he even is, deep down where his insides are twisting and curling.
EXACTLY HOW I FELT. XD But even more than that, Jin as a music director, AWESSSOOOOOME 8D And I really, really loved his speech it was so lovely and he didn't put himself down too much and also there's just the fact that he apologized and admitted he was wrong, which is something Real!Jin I don't think has ever done publicly. And honestly, I wish he would. ._. It's not demeaning to admit you're wrong about something, it's being mature. There's a line from Sapuri that I always remember that says "Do you know what the line between a child and an adult is? A child doesn't apologize even when they're wrong. An adult apologizes even when they aren't wrong." In this case, I wish Real!Jin was kinda more like this Jin. Sure it's terrifying to say such things in front of people who mostly hate you, but sometimes you need to and that's life! I'm really, really proud of him. <3 I'm also happy that he realizes it's not so bad to follow orders. :D
AND YAY FOR ROLE REVERSALS wow, I didn't think there was anyway Kame would allow himself to be an uke in this fic! :O So this was a reeaaally pleasant surprise, probably the biggest surprise for this whole fic, ahaha!
"I spread my legs for you and all of them out there. Now you can spread yours just for me."
DATS RIGHT YOU TELL HIM JIN! X'D /another favorite line. Seme!Jin is so awkward but also really fun and he manages to be in control without seeming so.....what's the word.....dominating? Scary? LOL. When Kame says those certain sexy bossy lines, it's like you know he means business, but when Jin does it, it just makes me smile and giggle lmao he's too adorable. <3
"Right there in your stupid boring office. Maybe I'll bend you over that desk. Maybe I'll sit in that bossy chair of yours and let you suck me off."
I SECOND THIS NOTION. 8D Would it be terrible of me to request this as a side one-shot? |D
And, pretty much the best thing I loved about Kame being uke is because the stupid jerk needs to learn it's okay not to have control, it's okay to let someone do things for you and enjoy it and most importantly, that it's okay to want someone and have them want you too. :') Kame has a lot of learning to do as well but they've got time, especially since Jin is moving in! :D MORE YAY! It was just the best to see Kame finally really let go and lose his mind and surrender himself to Jin. :3 After everything, he deserves more than anyone to feel loved. <3 LOVED ALL THE MESSY KISSES TOO!
Perfect together, any way they are.
All the good little reasons he can line up like barricades, and the real one, that Jin belongs here; that they'll never walk away from each other again.
He is. That's the deal. And that this place will stop looking like a crypt, and Kame will learn to sleep, and the kisses will be familiar.
YEEEEESS. :'D Also, still floored that they're moving in together, it's both like a great idea and a bad idea at the same time. Great obviously because they get to continuing building their relationship, bad only because, well, Jin's going to have to tell his family/friends and then explain why. X'D Also, there's a risk of the public finding out but I guess with Kame as boss he'll ensure that won't happen. :3 NOW ONLY HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE EPILOGUE. :'D
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:02 pm (UTC)Jin is glad you share his appreciation of the Kame scary factor! He's also kind of glad you seem to have bought his little show. >_> (Honestly, that Jin speech was a mix of real and, well, 'giving them what I need to give them to get them off my back', which is also something real!Jin never really managed to do, but he doesn't suddenly think he was oh so guilty all this time. *g*)
I'm also happy that he realizes it's not so bad to follow orders.
Also depends on who's giving the orders, and where. And he's had some time to get used to it now. >___>
We thought the switching would not be entirely expected from us, in this story. But we'd been looking forward to it for a long time. :-)
Jin is also pleased you approve of his headporn. XD We are at this point not ready to commit to any follow-up stories, we have too much lined up that needs writing first, but you can always start a campaign. ;-)
The stupid jerk has been learning a lot. #personalgrowth #wealsoapprove #yay
Heeeee, yes, now you only have to wait for the epilogue. *g* And yeah, them moving in together was FAST, but they both know they've been doing this thing in a topsy-turvy way, so... what's that little detail? XD
Thank you again for your awesome, generous comments, we always love reading them! <3
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Date: 2013-03-01 06:40 pm (UTC)clever kame, using julie as an excuse to bring jin back into the fold..and jin giving his speech, he's just perfect to me..i like the way kame worded that they've been producing crappy music lately..and blaming the koreans, lol..
i feel like a proud parent (or relative)..oh jin, you've grown so much..finally taking charge of kame, not taking no for an answer..finally taking what i believe is yours..you're making me tear up with pride..
and kame, i think this is the first time that he totally let all the self-control go..to just give in to jin..i really love that..
and the sex was hot, what can i say?
i love the part where jin strongly suggested that he should just move in with kame..and how kame didn't put up any strong reasons to not agree with him (it is a very good way of ensuring that jin will do his job [yay, musical director!!] and keeping him out of trouble)
and kame appointing jin as a musical director, i love the faith that kame has for jin in terms of music..there is not one drop of doubt in his mind that jin will create great songs and music for je..
"I thought getting laid more often would improve your personality."
"You can sing me all your songs." Kame's stare is evil, and it's just as well that his cigarette is gone, because Jin snakes up and folds himself all over him, skin and skin and skin, and his lips at Kame's ear.
"Count on it," he says, "I will." --i love this very much..it has a "we'll be together for a very long time" ring to it..
will be waiting for the epilogue, thanks for sharing!!!!
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:22 pm (UTC)We're glad you appreciate Kame's cleverness. >_> Julie, coming in useful one final time.
and kame, i think this is the first time that he totally let all the self-control go..to just give in to jin..
Yes, it was. And we think Jin was right, it was about time. We're happy the sex was a little entertaining too. >_> We'd been looking forward to writing that one, we admit.
And yeah, Kame has lot of faith in what Jin can contribute to the company. And Jin's going to have to pick up some management skillz, but we think he can cope, he's got enough incentive.
i love this very much..it has a "we'll be together for a very long time" ring to it..
:DDDDDD
Thank you for this great comment! XD
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Date: 2013-03-01 08:12 pm (UTC)To be honest I've never been a fan of any kind of 'dirty talk' so it wasn't appealing to me in this either, but I like it that the roles were reversed and Jin got a taste of how Kame might have felt while feeling so powerful and superior. At the same time Kame found out what it's like to not be superior for once, and be in Jin's more vulnerable (but delicious) position. I absolutely loved it that they started doing it in the genkan (though for a moment, when Kame said, "I don't do that," I was worried he was really against it and Jin was going to rape him or something orz) and then Jin stopped to fuck Kame on the bed. I mean, how awesome is that? To actually STOP and move to a whole different room when Jin was obviously very much enjoying himself in the genkan as well. Idk, I just thought that was great.
And despite not being into the dirty talk-ish stuff (even if it wasn't always like that really), you can always please me with a gasping and moaning Kame, so yay for that! :D To be honest I didn't expect it to happen, though, Jin taking Kame. But it's kinda nice that he did and that he did it so confidently. I like a confident!Jin better than a submissive one, but the problem is that I like a confident!Kame a lot too... Ah, the dilemmas of a crazy Akame fangirl!
The 'fuck you in the office' part, though. OH GOD JUST THE IMAGES. YES YES YES YES, and then Kame gasping his permission YESSSSS. Okay, I'm all for that. His office is so bland and bleak and impersonal that it's like, Jin's duty to fuck him there. Okay maybe not, but still. Just imagining that one day it might happen (in this story's universe, obviously) is very, very appealing.
I have to say, though, that during the press release at the beginning of the story, I was doubting whether Jin would be okay with all this. Doing what he's told to do, like he said himself, he's not good with bosses and all that stuff. I'm just hoping he won't feel repressed/trapped again, even if it's Kame giving the orders. Or is the reason why he seems less worried because now he knows what it's like to play along now, knowing that in the end you'll get your way anyway? I guess discovering that perk must count for something. That something being more obedience.
Oh, I also like that Kame needs Jin to learn about all the little tricks, the working into the hands of the press just to get what you want. It's another indication that Jin really is quite important to Kame.
Also didn't expect the living together they'll be doing from now on, that must be interesting! Living together with the boss you're sleeping with, who was also once your bandmate in your previous life. A story by Akanishi Jin. Johnny's World, hurray!
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:23 pm (UTC)We grinned a bit at your suspicion that Jin might really rape Kame, as opposed to just being a bit dommy and bossy and playing around with consent lines. Rapey!Jin is probably the furthest from how we could ever write him, even this Jin, who has a bit of an edge and wants to return a few favours. *g* (Sorry, just writerly tangent here, we couldn't help ourselves.)
I like a confident!Jin better than a submissive one, but the problem is that I like a confident!Kame a lot too... Ah, the dilemmas of a crazy Akame fangirl!
Heeeee yes, it's a hard fate sometimes. >_>
And ha, so some parts of the dirty talk got you, huh? Jin has a lively fantasy life these days. And they do have access to that office, which has locking doors...
Or is the reason why he seems less worried because now he knows what it's like to play along now, knowing that in the end you'll get your way anyway? I guess discovering that perk must count for something. That something being more obedience.
Pretty much that, yes. At the risk of editorialising, we'll say that we don't think Jin's learned obedience as such; it's more that he's learned when it matters and when it doesn't and how to play the game better, and maybe a bit more about compartmentalisation. It's not always going to be easy, but Jin's not going to feel like he's 'betraying himself' if he acts the part of the good company boy.
Thank you for this comment, it was really cool to read!
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Date: 2013-03-01 08:38 pm (UTC)I thought Kame was going to welcome back SMAP at the press con, it was what he'd been planning when he first came across Jin after all, and I didn't think they'd make such a big deal of jin coming back considering the circumstances in which he left. Nice to see jin handling it like a pro and showing them how perfectly idol-like he can be.
Kame behind his wide grey desk in his dead grey office, the office now, standing there like he's the one pulse of life and colour, and power Maybe that was the plan all along, the design of the drab office is to mentally manipulate you into focusing on Kame!
It's his untouchable refuge, from people, from everything - not anymore, in this chp, Jin came, he saw and he conquered. Quite the role reversal but good to see Jin knows how to take care of Kame in every way even if Kame doesn't know he needs taking care of! It seems both of them have a secret fetish for being dominated and ordered around but also be the one giving orders - match made in heaven!
Jin's like an alpha male getting settled in new surroundings, the more comfortable he gets, the more demanding he is and the more likely he try to put his mark on
Kamethe place.He fucked Kame. Kamenashi Kazuya, bane of TV stations, protector of idols, corporate overlord. Jin's new boss Quite the achievement, round of applause of Akanishi Jin! But probably not the kind of achievement you can list on a CV and slip into polite conversation with random strangers...
but possibly OK to boast to Pi after a few drinksPerfect together, any way they are
this bed is a much better place already And just think of how many other places there are in kame's apartment and the JE building that are bland and colourless and boring...
"I need a new place. You've got a spare room. I should move in."..."You fuck me, and you pay my rent," he points out. "Let's cut out the middleman. Save you the drive, too."...Keeping Jin in line. Being the boss. No loose ends flapping about Tokyo It's rather frightening when you imagine what kame's created here, Jin's only just started working for him and while most people would start small, the first person Jin tries out his newfound skills of manipulation on is the Master Manipulator himself...
And I could make sure you show up on time...or Jin could make both of you late...
I want you to write songs for us again. We need the fresh blood, they'll all see that. You'll be good for the company Not that I doubt Jin will write some astounding stuff, but has kame heard Hot Dogs in Central Park?
That's the deal. And that this place will stop looking like a crypt, and Kame will learn to sleep, and the kisses will be familiar ...does Kame know that he's going to have to stop work at a reasonable time and sleep and eat, or is that a secret private agenda of Jin's?
Housewarming reunion with KT!OK, so forget what I said in the last drabble abt how much security Jin's going to need for Kame to visit him safely, this idea is much better!(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-01 10:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2013-03-01 10:21 pm (UTC)...and jin is moving in!!! what a progress :)
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Date: 2013-03-02 12:05 am (UTC)I can't believe you've done that. I was so shocked. Am. And then I think you broke me. Again. Like, I actually wondered for a moment there if I'd died and gone to Heaven and I'm not even Christian?
And I don't know what to say. I truly don't.
I tried to write a coherent comment a while ago, and it mostly just looked like this: !!!!!!!!! Because that's how I was feeling at the time. Just a lot of exclamation marks. With no sound attached. So. What I'm going to do is... I'm just going to read that again. And I'll be back with a decent comment when I can think about it without feeling like #braindamagecat. Because right now... See, I know people say 'going out with a bang' but this was really more of a massive, worldwide nuclear explosion. So I'll be back when I've managed to scrub my brains off the wall.
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Date: 2013-03-02 04:20 pm (UTC)Oh, Kame :B Always the better actor! <3 Jin really should be a bit scared. I've been telling him. Because this Kame is just so good, god, so good at what he does, and I'm not even sure what it is about him but I love him to bits *____*
Kame's speech was brilliant. The way you wrote it, how it made the artificiality perfectly obvious... I love how the whole thing just screams 'contrived' right out of the page. You guys are just so good at turning words into sensation! :B And then there's Jin's speech... for a moment there I wished so hard that the real Jin would say a few of those things as well, except then I felt like a horrible person T__T
You know me as the guy who hated you all.
That is hands down the best opening line for a speech. Ever.
And again I love that he makes himself smile sincerely near the end of it ;___; See what I mean? #contrived #perfect #sofitting And I see he's getting better at this! Perhaps there's hope for him yet! xD
And then they we in a car, and Kame was driving and... I'm not sure I was supposed to find Kame's driving this sexy. I never thought I'd find driving sexy, with or without Kame, and you know, perhaps that should have given me a clue of that was coming next, but somehow it didn't so I just.... !!!!!!!!! Boy but is Kame's driving sexy... so sexy, in fact, that 'sexy' doesn't even cut it. Must come up with new word *_______*
But anyway.
!!!!!!!!!!!
What. Is. That. You did there.
I cannot believe that I finally, finally get to see Jin completely turning the tables in the bedroom. When I was least expecting it. I mean, with other Kames you've written I could maybe have seen this coming, because they were hard on the outside too, but not unmovable... but this Kame... this Kame is like God put down on Earth and I would never have hoped it was even possible to achieve that with him. I wasn't even aware this Jin wanted to try. But he did, and he tried - quite shamelessly too, I love that about this Jin - and this Kame actually. fucking. gives.
And I cannot believe it. It's amazing! *______*
And. O. M. G. There's actually a fight, there's a fight there!!! There's a fight before the surrender!!! Okay. Okay. But just so you know, this might actually be the best fucking day of my life. You know I love it when your Kame bottoms - I love Kame in any way, but your Kame is special in that he does it in a way that I can respect.
And the ending, the ending was so sweet, and there were all those really hilarious lines, and I was amazed you still managed to make me laugh even after you'd sent my braincells into catatonic trance :B :B
He can fuck Kame and pet Kame. Who'd have thought. A whole new skill set.
:B :B :B
And there's Jin negotiating, and being good at it - when the hell did that happen? - and at the same time explaining things in ways that totally cracked me up and... I don't know. I don't think words can really express just how much I loved this chapter.
Even though you shocked me. Again. You seem to making a habit out of that, but I forgive you because it's always so good *____*
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Date: 2013-03-02 12:35 am (UTC)it's, it's so... asdfghjkl!!!! I LOVE THIS!!!!
:))
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:25 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-02 01:29 am (UTC)Seeing Jin getting back some power will always be a win for me! XD lol
Great job with this fic! I'm guessing it's over now, right?
After this, if you want to write any Akame alternate universe fanfics - with Jin topping a bit more ;) - PLEASE do.
I'll continue to be an avid reader!
Well, I'll read anything you come up with, really, cause it's THAT good. lol
^¸^
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:27 pm (UTC)We think it would be rather too AU for us if Jin was topping all the time, but hey, the majority of other people's fic seems to have topping!Jin, so there's something for everyone!
Thank you for commenting! :)
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Date: 2013-03-02 04:17 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2013-03-02 05:15 am (UTC)Favorite sentence so far. XD
Kame is really getting soft on Jin. No more prickly armor surrounding him when it comes to JinJin. And now, he'd even agreed to Jin moving in with him.
And now an epilogue to go before the end, I just want to say, thank you so much for another captivating story. You're truly amazing authors! <3
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:28 pm (UTC)Glad you liked this, and yeah, see you for a last round of this story on the weekend! :-)
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Date: 2013-03-02 06:18 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-05 07:28 pm (UTC)Thank you for commenting! ♥
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Date: 2013-03-02 08:52 am (UTC)Anyway… there’s one cloud that doesn’t have a hole in it anymore. <3
But it sounds like a nice job Jin has now. One that just seems perfect for him and will hopefully help them overcome all of the hard years. (After reading that I really missed 6nin KAT-TUN even more and was listening to their songs all night. T__T)
I like Jin’s speech a lot and it seems to give him strength to be able to say all of this out loud. Especially when he really feels that way and knows that he’s grown up and that things are just different. That Kame showed him that things are different now and that there’s this second chance for him. And Jin knows better than to not take that chance, because now he knows what it’s like to be at the very bottom and he doesn’t want to be there ever again.
It’s like water, washing over him and sliding off, and it gets him another laugh.
I like all of those water metaphors here. <3
It’s like Jin is the boat that was so close to finally sinking and then Kame came like a high tide and for Jin it felt like it would just finally take everything away from him and let him drown. Like he was washing over him and took all Jin still had left away from him. Only Kame was like a low tide and actually took the threatening water away from Jin, washed all of the bad things away and helped him to rebuild that boat. Helped him make it stronger so that whenever another high tide came, it wouldn’t harm that new and stronger boat. And even though the ground beneath him might still feel a little wobbly, he’s in safe waters again, better and surer of everything than before, so that nothing can harm him this time.
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Date: 2013-03-02 08:53 am (UTC)I love just how Kame doesn’t really fight back and that Jin actually is the first one to fuck him in his bed. That with Jin that’s okay, too. That’s maybe even welcomed and once more Kame can just let go. It must be so relieving for both of them. And I also love how Kame doesn’t really seem to mind Jin fucking him in his office (why would he even? *g*). And how Jin adapted Kame’s kinks so easily.
Perfect together, any way they are.
They really are. Just absolutely perfect like this. <3 Just like they fit perfectly. <3
And Kame is still bringing Jin beer. Q_____Q And I hope he will never stop with that. Or get a TV that brings Jin beer. It’s nicer when Kame does.
He’s just seen the obvious a bit earlier than Kame…
Hasn’t he all the time? <3 Must be something new for Jin, to see things earlier than Kame. *g* But okay, Kame was busy playing J&A’s personal superantihero who protects the company against sharks with very long teeth. It’s probably normal he’s a bit slow at other stuff. But now he has Jin for that. <3
I love how Jin just suggested so naturally that he could move in with Kame. And how Kame just lists the advantages that have to do with work. *g* But it’s great Kame has figured out by now that Jin really wants him and feels more for him that he’d have thought. And that he probably doesn’t only see the work advantages. *g*
All the good little reasons he can line up like barricades, and the real one, that Jin belongs here; that they’ll never walk away from each other again.
This is so damn sweet and just perfect. T___T <33333
He is. That’s the deal. And that this place will stop looking like a crypt, and Kame will learn to sleep, and the kisses will be familiar.
And this is so sweet and perfect, too. And they’ll be so happy together and the apartment won’t be cold and dead anymore. And there’ll be more colours than just their skin.
"I thought getting laid more often would improve your personality."
Maybe it will. Kame just hasn't gotten laid often enough yet. :P
I also love how they still have their post-coital fight. Just a little one, but it feels like their routine and well, it’s Akame. They seem to need this somehow. :P But it’s so much more relaxed by now. And I guess Kame has learned that it can also be nice when unexpected things happen. That it doesn’t automatically have to mean trouble and a hard life. <3
I can’t believe this is (almost) over already. ;____; This is sad and it makes me want to cry a little. (Or a little more, because I just hate it when awesome things come to an end. D:) But at least there’s still an epilogue! #yay
No spoilers on twitter, mmmkay?
Awwwwww <33 ;____;
(Hey, for my standards I managed to keep this term paper pretty short… >__>;; Maybe just because I knew I still wanted to write something but forgot what it was. *g*)
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Date: 2013-03-02 09:26 am (UTC)OMG this is like......THE BEST ENDING EVER!! I really didn't expect the tables will be turned (though I prayed and prayed for this to be the case) but asjbfkjabhbfsdhbgkhsbkgbhsbd YEAH!! *crying*
Jin SO DEMANDING!! The chin thing of being fucked in bed. That's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HELL YEAH!!
Sorry for the incoherent comment. I'm still so sbgbidubgdsigbsbogudsgbsdgsdg
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:52 pm (UTC)Demanding and entitled. He knows they are together now. That gives him rights. RIGHT? :)
Thank you for commenting! ♥
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Date: 2013-03-02 10:50 am (UTC)and i'd like to blame my college life for that!
BUT!!!!
i won't regret it that i come back to read this fic and read all the unread chapters in one go!
*________*
the ending is just. perfect.
after i used to this Uke!Jin, suddenly you turn it to be Uke!Kame in the end
oh how i looooooooooooveeeeee it ♥
and the way kame changed into a fluffy one ;______; it's so lovely <333
thank you so much for this, jo and solo ♥
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:52 pm (UTC)But we're very pleased that we got you to like uke!Jin and then managed to surprise you. We like Akame to be unpredictable. :D
Kame will get a lot fluffier now that he has Jin to take care of him. No more need for such a hard turtle shell.
Thank you for commenting, we do appreciate it! ♥
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Date: 2013-03-02 11:58 am (UTC)thanks for the update =)
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:53 pm (UTC)I was just suffering from a tingle tingle of apprehension that Jin was suddenly going to become some mindless little good boy, Kame's puppet
LOLOL, JIN? Is this JIN we are talking about? He's not capable of being anyone's puppet - wait he said that, didn't he?
We think this Jin is wiser and more compromising than he used to be, but he still very much has his own opinions and his way of doing things. As Kame discovered.
We're really happy that it was hot, and thank you for the snuggles. :D
As for the next thing, we have an auction story to finish from waaaaayyyy back. And then we have Same Deep Water ficlets which we promised people. We'll be busy. :)
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Date: 2013-03-02 05:20 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2013-03-05 07:53 pm (UTC)Only 4 days to go!
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Date: 2013-03-02 07:35 pm (UTC)I can't said anything. all the scene you guys write above is totally make me speechless.
Julie die, and kame take control in company
while jin take control in bed (>///<)"You let them have their way, and in the end it's good for you. In the end you get your own way."
jeez.. i love this quote! xD
what an epic progress! even they are living together!
thanks for the epic ending! xD can't wait to read the epiloque!
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:53 pm (UTC)We love your way of putting it!!!
We're also pleased we made you speechless. Always a compliment! :)
Thank you for this comment!
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Date: 2013-03-03 12:59 pm (UTC)He's shameless. Shameless and perfect and Jin would be scared of him, maybe he should be scared of him. Maybe he even is, deep down where his insides are twisting and curling.
...Kame, you did NOT just play that card, did you? :| Oh god, he IS shameless.
You know me as the guy who hated you all. Right?"
So honest ♥
"See how well things go when you're a good boy?" Kame asks, in a way that doesn't expect an answer.
Kame should know...
He watches Kame's hands and his careful steering. The small shifts as he handles speed and brakes. He knows Kame naked under all that polish and his skin is lonely for him.
Sdfghjkl so pretty so so pretty ♥
"I don't do that," Kame says, his cheek brushing the wall when Jin presses his mouth behind his ear.
Jin licks him. "Adapt."
Go Jin, go go~
"I should move in with you," Jin says.
Unf, Jin stop saying such things with all of this possessive fucking going on sdfghjk too much too much.
"Not what I expected," he says.
Jin looks back at him as sure as anything. "Who else would have you?"
...How sweet, Jin... Oh well ♥
Ahhhh, I can't believe there's only an epilogue to go anymore ;;______; I really enjoyed this fic ♥ Great, as usual :D Haha. I'll look forward to the end ♥
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Date: 2013-03-05 07:54 pm (UTC)Well, after the Matsujun call, it should be clear that Kame will play any card he has to. :)
Jin's being honest, but also using the honesty. Kame has briefed him well.
Jin is going! Going, yeah, going! :)
Only an epilogue. But it's a reasonably haikuesqueish epilogue. *g*